I feel like .......

Today I feel like crying. I feel like screaming. I feel hurt by someone I have never met in my life. Why do people feel the need to be so cruel? To want to hurt and spread rumors about someone they do not even know? Is there some kind of joy in doing this that I am missing out on? 

This month has been rough. I haven't written anything, I haven't read anything. I have completely put aside the things I enjoy most because I cannot think straight. I feel a bit out of breath.... and I am gasping to get it back. Normally I am a strong person. I have made a habit out of reminding myself " Esto Tambien Pasara ", This Too Shall Pass. And my worries eventually fade and a smile slowly returns. But sometimes I don't feel like being strong. And I am beginning to think that it is okay not to be okay. I can scream if I want too, Cry till I can't produce anymore tears, and sit in silence to gather my thoughts when I'm through.

It's okay, I will overcome this, I'll pull through..... because I have too.

With my heart on her sleeve,

Blonde <3 


 

* Inspired by feathers *

Feathers, so light, delicate ... careless. They float on the breath of a cool breeze and tiny ( and sometimes LARGE ) birds. To know what it would like to feel almost weightless. To lift your feet and fly away, far..far away.  Would this not be heaven or something quite close?

Here are some of my monthly favorites <3

 Something I try and tell myself every morning.

Your loving,

Blonde <3 xoxo

From Kandee's belly to ours!

The World's Best Crepe Recipe!! ... Mmmm

"I found a crepe recipe...that has become quite a problem...

I whipped up a batch the other night at 10:30pm!!! and what would some crepes be without some homemade vanilla whipped creme!!! ahhhhhh these are a sin....

you too can share in the ridiculous, taste bud delirium....i danced around the living room for an extra 30 minutes  just to cancel out the extra calories...."

 

here lies:

 The World's Best Crepe Recipe:

1/2 cup milk

1/2 water

2 table spoons butter (melted)

1 teaspoon vanilla

1/4 teaspoon salt

2 eggs

MIX ALL THESE TOGETHER in a bowl (of course)

then stir in

1 cup of flour

in pan or griddle...put a little (or a lot...ha ha) of butter 

pour batter then swirl pan so you cover then whole pan in a "paper-thin"-ish batter coating....cook until top side looks dry and bubbly..flip then fold in thirds, flop on your plate...put a little more butter, sprinkle with powder sugar....and then, if you dare...make this whipped creme...and go to flavor heaven!

 World's Best Homemade Whipped Cream

(yes this is my no-so-secret whipped cream recipe)

 

 

1 small carton of heavy whipping creme (about 1 cup)

2 teaspoons vanilla

(extra tip: put bowl and whipping cream in freezer for a couple minutes before whipping it)

whip together with mixer on med-hi speed until it start to form peaks

add in slowly

2 tablespoons of powder sugar

Thanks Kandee for the Delicious recipe!

-Blonde <3

 

A Serenity Filled Dream Office.... *sigh*

An office I would live in.. <3 write, breath, dream... whatever my little heart desires.

Happy May 24 Weekend!

Picnics in a secret place <3

Reading under my bubble house <3

A Walk along the beach <3

 A Beautiful Sunset <3

and lovely fireworks to set the night on fire ...

What did you do for the long weekend? Did you meet wonderful people and go on any adventures? Tell me your story!

- Blonde xoxo

 

Today's Lovables

 An adorable tattoo

Winged Eyeliner

I Just adore Kandee Johnson! Here's a video on how to get perfect liquid gel eyeliner *The winged look*
Want to subscribe to her channel?.. Go Here. For her fb page click Here

Hoped you liked my loves!

Signed,

Blonde ~_^