I feel like .......

Today I feel like crying. I feel like screaming. I feel hurt by someone I have never met in my life. Why do people feel the need to be so cruel? To want to hurt and spread rumors about someone they do not even know? Is there some kind of joy in doing this that I am missing out on? 

This month has been rough. I haven't written anything, I haven't read anything. I have completely put aside the things I enjoy most because I cannot think straight. I feel a bit out of breath.... and I am gasping to get it back. Normally I am a strong person. I have made a habit out of reminding myself " Esto Tambien Pasara ", This Too Shall Pass. And my worries eventually fade and a smile slowly returns. But sometimes I don't feel like being strong. And I am beginning to think that it is okay not to be okay. I can scream if I want too, Cry till I can't produce anymore tears, and sit in silence to gather my thoughts when I'm through.

It's okay, I will overcome this, I'll pull through..... because I have too.

With my heart on her sleeve,

Blonde <3